Ughhhh.
I think that theres always someone youll remember. Like fifty years from now ill still look back and think about that one person who i could just never satisfy. And im not even sure why i even care or why im still worring about it. Its just like hes there and no matter how much makeup you put on, how skinny you get, how pretty your delicate dress is or how many guys long for your attention he just dosent seem to notice. Or maybe its the fact that for so long everyone always said i had style and then he goes for her whose COMPLETELY opposite of me and it just doesent make sence. Its kinda like i never really mattered to him in the first place, which kind of sucks, because you cant say i love you to someone and then a month later hate them and not say a word to them. Honestly how heartless are guys made these days? I guess im just trying so hard and shes a carbon copy of everything im not. I guess im dissapppointed, and not impressed at all.
Congratulations.
Let me be the first to wish you the worst, becacuse i think you deserve each other.
Im glad im happy now and i wish i could forget about my past.
Hopefully going over to my boyfriends for homework help (: Its a gooood thing hes smart. Ahahaha.
Have a great rest of the day<3
